Understanding The Heart.

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

Such a true statement.... What's on my mind? Missions. Letting people I love go for two years. Possible letting myself go on a mission for two years. My head and heart are miserable right now. You know how there's that one guy who you've always had a thing for, but time, fate, and distance never seem to let you be together. Time passes so quickly that pretty soon you're both at the point of no return.... the final farewell.

Seriously, where does the time go? I can still remember being so concerned about little high school details, like how popular I was, what people thought of me. Driving around tonight I listened to "Never Grow Up." Honestly, it made me tear up. Especially the part,"I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone." Not that I've lost a lot, I've probably gained more than lost, yet I still feel like time just ignores me when I tell it to slow down. I mean, I'm almost halfway done with my first year of college! I guess I need to just enjoy every moment a little more.

Why is the hardest decision always over the easiest things.