Survival of the Prettiest.

Sometimes up here, I really let my self-esteem plummet. It's not always on purpose, it's just that being surrounded by model-worthy girls 24 hours a day can sometimes get to my head. I am not perfect in any way, shape, or form, but I feel like these beautiful, talented girls are so close to perfection. They seem to get all the attention from every guy, all eyes are on them when they walk into a room. Me? I feel like an porcupine entering a clown filled balloon factory. Maybe people stare at me, but definitely not in the way I'd want them too. 

Long story short, it's hard to remember who you are and what you're really here for. I AM NOT HERE TO GET MARRIED. I'm here to get an education, I'm here to follow my dreams. But man. It sure is hard waiting to get asked on a date. You think you'd get asked on one every other day up here, but your forgetting one thing! There are SEVERAL options for guys to choose from now. We're all Mormon. Done. Check that off the list! So basically that narrows it down to at least 4,000 girls to choose from. Kinda depressing.

BUT hey. What's a girl gotta do. Keep smiling I guess? Today was a much better scone day than the last (refer to previous posts to understand what scone day is). Just a lot of good things happened. Obviously something involving a guy did not go as planned the last couple hours, but it's all good. There are other men. I hope...

Tonight we had our presidency meeting. What for you ask?? Well, I've been called as the 1st counselor in the Relief Society:) Pretty exciting yeah? I'm really looking forward to working with everyone I met tonight. It's gonna be a great year.

Thank goodness there's only two days left til the weekend. Can't wait.

#foreveralone