My time in Arizona has almost drawn to a close. My mom's already started the "this is your last" whatever it may be, from last Sunday dinner to last trip to the mall. On top of that, EVERYONE asks about college.
"Where are you going?"
"What are you going to study?"
"Who are you rooming with?"
Blah blah blah blah blah. I try my hardest to answer all their questions with as much enthusiasm as I can muster. It's not that I'm not excited, because I really I'm looking forward to SO many activities up there. I'm just a little bummed I can't take all the people I love up there with me. I'm still waiting for him to come back from Alaska. Gosh I feel like it's been forever since I've seen him. Technically, we haven't seen each other for about 6 months. Maybe longer. I had one of my infamous crying fests last night when he called. I miss him so much. Luckily for me, he will probably be here a little bit earlier than planned.
Waiting is so so so hard, but good things are meant to be waited for. Otherwise, what would they mean to us, right? You never know how much you want/need something or someone until you don't have it when you want it. You know you really like a guy when you feel sick to your stomach every time you think about leaving him.
15 days.... 15 days. Gotta make the best of the time I have left here.
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