I really hate it when I do something without thinking about it, and fail to think of the consequences of my actions.
I deleted my blog from my senior year. Nice huh?
Luckily for me, I didn't put forth too much effort into it, and only had about 10 posts. Go figure.
Nevertheless, I learned from my mistake and I guarantee this one will not face a similar fate.
Fate. That has been a frequent thought dancing through my brain lately. Ever since I was a kid, I knew without a doubt that every thing happens for a reason, every action will have a reaction. Do you ever wonder what "could have happened" had you not made a certain choice? I think we all do. We are only human, after all.
But I like to think God has a bigger plan for us then we could ever possibly dream of. In fact, I know he does. If I could have anything in the world, I truly wish that I could see as God sees, but in the sense that I understood what he understands. He is so good to me and I always wonder what he sees in me, and I only hope to become what he wants me to become.
This journey of fate is just beginning. This Fall, I will be attending Brigham Young University. Excited would be an understatement. I am so thrilled beyond words. When I was 12 years old I started talking about attending this school. I was extremely worried about not making the cut to get in, however. But I worked for it. I worked really hard for it. I studied for about a month and a half with a tutor before I took the ACT, and I tried my hardest to get the best grades I could muster. And lo and behold, the hard work paid off. I know that my scores weren't the best, but I knew that for some reason, whatever it may be, I have a purpose for going to BYU. I want to make a difference there, to leave a mark that will stay forever. In some way, no matter how small.
I dedicate this blog to all my experiences, my trials, my fears, my dreams, my hopes, my stories, my future.
I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.
Let the Crescendo begin.
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